Life

Life is such a mysterious thing. I believe very much in that you Create your own life with the choices and concepts you believe to be your truth. Our truths change therfore our lives change. When you truly believe in something you create that belief. When you believe in a way of life, you create that life for yourself. We learn a lot of our beliefs and concepts from our parents, we are taught at a young age what the rights and wrongs are accordingly to what our parents believe is right and wrong. Societly also plays a big part in what we consider to be right and wrong. Basically our beliefs create our life every moment of everyday. When you believe in Love you create love in your life. When you believe you are strong, you create a strong character for yourself. When you believe you can achieve something, you create that achievement for yourself. If you want to change something in your life, you need to believe in that change and see yourself changing, before you know it you have created that change for yourself. All it takes is some belief in yourself and you can matter in your life.
Create your dreams, wishes and aspirations...

Addictions

This morning I woke up from a night of tossing and turning. Don't you hate it when your trying to sleep and you can't because you are picking up on other peoples energy which is causing you to toss and turn. I realize during this that I am picking up on someone else's energy, but I always wake up wondering why... Last night I watched the show Intervention. It is a show about addictions and getting help for those with addictions. There is a few people I know that could use some type of intervention. How do you know when the right time is to intervene and help someone? When is the last straw? When is getting involved too much or not enough? These are some of the questions I ask myself. Addictions destroy dreams and destroy people. Addictions always seem to start of innocent and then all of sudden it has completely taken over your life and you no longer know who you are any more. The key issues to recovering from addictions always lie beneath the issues we are hiding from. I guess the key to fighting an addiction is to truly Love Yourself more than your addiction. For all of you that are fighting addictions and there are many types of addictions, try loving yourself. Tell yourself everyday that you love your self. This way you can gain the inner strength you need to fight the demons that are keeping you away from your dreams and discovering yourself. Once you've gained the self esteem and strength to fight your addictions you can work on the underlining issues that are causing you to hide from yourself.

May Love Conquer All...

Have you ever...

Have you ever had just one of those blah days where you wish you could just do nothing, but have to do something. I am definetly not riding my wave today. I'm here but feeling like nothing. I have tried several times today to pick myself up a notch, but it hasn't worked. I am hoping to get back on my wave tomorrow. I 've noticed that it isn't just me that is feeling this way. I can see it in peoples eyes, maybe it is something that is in the energy. I am hoping that it will by pass. I much rather look at things from a higher prospective this way I can catch the incoming waves and prepare myself for the ride.

In todays world it is important that we really look at ourselves from the inside out and not from what other's expect or portray us as. Our lessons are our own creation and for our own growth. You are not here to please others, you are here for your own spiritual growth and journey. You must stand tall, pull up your pants and start strutting your stuff... your journey is only beginning.

May tomorrow be a brighter sunshine than today...

January 21, 2006

My first Blog ever...
Today I have been fighting with the Accounting Books. I have a quiz coming up and I have been studying. I feel like my brain is numb. It probably is. I am looking forward to completing this class and moving on. I am also looking forward to having spring time again. On June 4th I will be celebrating my 1st year Wedding Anniversay. I am completly inlove with my husband. He is an absolutly amazing person. Of course we argue and don't always see eye to eye, but only for a few moments. Then we burst into laughter everything we were arguing or fighting about seems to be irrelevant. We have 3 dogs. Teddy, Theodore and Oscar. Oscar is the baby. Only 8 months old. Oscar is our little sweet heart. Even Teddy and Theodore treat him like a baby. Teddy is bit grumpier than the other two, but he is in love with my Husband. He won't go anywhere with out him. Before I met my husband, Teddy use to be inlove with me. He would follow me everywhere. This is one of the reasons I decided to get Theodore. I thought Teddy could use some company and maybe not wait at the door for me all the time. Once I got Theodore I had 2 dogs following me around everywhere. Who would of known. Then my husband came along and I got ditched, not by Theodore just by Teddy. Yes my nose was a bit out of joint. But my husband loves the dogs just as much as me. We are one big Dog Pack..